First Moon of july

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This has been quite a week. We had a great party, earlier, but now the Hunters Moon is up, and Erynne is out with the Pack. It's never easy to sleep then. I suppose she's safer in Sunnydale than she would be in some other places, none of them seem to have much of a down on were-wolves, but waiting in the wings just isn't my style.

I must remember to suggest scheduling some of those Dojo workouts earlier in the day. Maybe in the morning. The weres can only change after dark. Erynne has a point, I could be in trouble if I had to fight physically - but I'm pretty damn sure that even the Diran don't usually start beginners off against were-wolves! It's enough to make anyone smoke out, even if it wasn't an instinct, a reflex or whatever.

I don't know how I'm supposed to feel about my in-laws anyway, but that combat stuff is not helping. How much can weres take, anyway? Back when I thought they were were immortal I thought Warfield would be near impossible to take down, and he burned straight away. There's so much that could go wrong! Physical violence is dangerous!

My gigs ain't about violence - dance fights aren't the same. Fighting is unreliable, it's unpredictable I'm going to end up looking a fool in front of Erynne, or someone will get hurt or something. I ought to make sure the Minions are trained, too, but I can't do it! I can't fight physically myself, not really, so... I can't sleep, either, not tonight.

We didn't even unwrap the other package. If I do eat them I'll be too hyped up to sleep. Helen said there's a mad vampire out there that tried to attack her, and there's the human army, and maybe the enemy. I'll be glad when Erynne gets back.

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The Inn is kind of noisy, tonight. I can't sleep.